Tuesday, July 21, 2020

I'm starting this blog because my life needs a big change. I've lived the life you're supposed to for so long. And it's felt like living a lie. I havn't been true to myself. Mostly due to lack of faith in myself to do so. My end goal is to have my own land to live and work off of. To live as simple as possible and reconnect to the earth. As my soul so yearns for. But it can be so hard to do when the whole world tells you the cookie cutter life you're supposed to live. The more I've denied my free spirit to live. The harder life has been. And the longer you deny yourself, whatever that may be, the longer it takes to get back to yourself. Now you have to fight to be the you, you were always meant to be. But I need to stop trying to be everyones version of myself, and get back to the root of my heart, spirit and being. And in order to do that, I need to take some chances.

For starters my goal is to work from home and earn a livable wage through my artistic expression. Which luckily enough isn't limited to one skill. I've done jewelry making, sewing, cooking/baking, gardening, clay work, writing, restoring furniture, and my absolute favorite, painting. The goal is to earn $100 a day from my creative outlets. Which may seem like a lot. But I will be making it a little easier by dividing that $100 into five $20 sales. If I can make 5 sales a day I can achieve my first goal. Long term will require more income of course. However $500 a week will be enough to sustain this first goal. My other, and equally important short term goal is to consistently write my blog. This will be both a diary and a story. 
Let's get started!

I'm starting this blog because my life needs a big change. I've lived the life you're supposed to for so long. And it's felt...